Saturday, December 17, 2005
Let's sum up this year shall we?...Well,
for starters, I pack up my kids from their home, school and friends and move them back to Escanaba, leaving behind the one
person I thought maybe I would be with till death....
THEN...October 1st I meet an incredible
man in Green Bay (see below for details)...and it's wonderful. He keeps asking me "why are you so nice to me?"...my
answer.."because you let me"..well..that went on for about 11 weeks as he says and then out of the clear blue sky drops the
bomb on me that he is going to be going on the road and driving truck for himself....leaving everything he has behind...including
me..
WHAT THE GOD DAMN HELL DID I DO TO DESERVE
ANY OF THIS SHIT????????????????
I'm kind, tenderhearted...a giver...NEVER
take..put the ones I love on top of the world....I guess it's true what they say "nice guys finish last"...
Truth be told...it'll be a cold day in
HELL before I EVER trust a man....care for a man....or put my heart out to a man....it only gets stepped on over and over
again...
Love is way overrated...and I will NEVER
EVER have any part of it again...
This may sound quite harsh...but I am
hurt....and confused and completely frustrated and am sick and tired of being a door mat....and a push over...
I'm done!!!! I'm all done...
Have a nice life Dave....I hope one day
you will realize that I would have given you the world..if you would have just let me into yours...
You could have been loved by me....
2006....had BETTER be a better year...or
I'll be pushin up daisies by the time I'm 40...
I just wanna love....and be loved....is
that too much to ask?..by anyone?
*think of me when you snuggle yer blanket?*
Goodbye 2005!...YOU SUCK!!
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